intelligence vs. intention

I sit alone tonight, just outside the makeshift bunker. Derek wished to spend some time alone and promised me he wouldn't do anything irrational. I can't help feeling guilty about everything that has happened. I also blame the intelligence agencies. Why can't these people understand that I have no intention of harming anyone. Riley and I were outstanding contributors to society. We did nothing wrong, yet because we were misunderstood we were hunted like animals and everyone who gets close to me, pays dearly for it. It's just not fair. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjSwsww5SfQ