The private investigative team that Derek helped me hire has found another lead. They should know if it's authentic or not by the end of the week. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but while everyone else is preparing to spend one of several holidays coming up, I can't help but to think that it would be wonderful for me to spend this brisk season with my loved ones.
I'm not the fondest of the trying weather, but I must admit that I do enjoy the long winter nights. I would love to be able to report more to you about my happenings, but to be honest this week has been rather dull. I mean work has definitely kept me busy, but outside of that it's been quite calm.
Well, wish me luck and happy holiday for whatever you may celebrate this time of year.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
The transformation to Vampire
To those of you who I've met since the beginning of my blog: Thank you for your assistance and support thus far. I've had a chance to speak to a couple of you more than the others, but I gather that all of you wish to know more about the human transformation to Vampire. It's quite expected; if I were you I would probably ask the same.
Those of you who have read "The Beckoning" are aware of the traits and abilities that separate me from yourselves. I know that to most, I probably come across as enchanted, but I don't think my traits play a big role in your intrigue. I am aware that my abilities have aided me in many situations, but I think that the biggest differences between man and Vampire are psychological.
I've seen many of Hollywood's depictions of the transformation from man to Vampire and the concept for the most part is ridiculous. One day you're a man hitting "rock bottom" in life and the next, you're equipped with fangs, super strength, speed and elusiveness and the gift of immortality. At the same time, you're told that you have to say goodbye to your friends and family forever, prey on those who were once your peers and never be in the presence of sunlight again. I can't see anyone going through that change overnight without having a nervous breakdown. I mean, who undergoes that kind of dynamic change in that amount of time without completely losing their mind? A lot of the characters in the stories have an identity crisis before the metamorphosis. Are we really supposed to believe that the same person finds solace in an over night transformation of that magnitude? It's not like the character just dyed his hair or bought a new wardrobe. It's like someone telling you that tomorrow you're going to start living as a bear, or a tiger, or an owl and you're going to continue that lifestyle for the rest of your days. How realistic would that be?
The truth is that most of the differences of humans and Vampires boil down to very few gene differences and a lot of psychological differences. Vampire have been bred to be dominant and aggressive in our environment, in order to survive. Your societies have bred you to be humble and passive, in order to more easily control you. I can show you how to live as Vampire. I'm not promising anyone anything at this point, but I CAN provide a "gene therapy" to help awaken genes that have been dormant inside you for thousands of years. If subjected to this "therapy", you will begin to form longer, sharper canine teeth. You will begin to become sensitive to UV rays, particularly sunlight. Your organs such as your liver, lungs and heart, as well as your adrenal glands will begin to accelerate in performance. I can offer you these things if we agree that you are ready, but you must first begin to devolve mentally. You must unlearn the "normal reactions" to various encounters and situations.
The process isn't as complicated as it may sound. Let me ask you which concept seems more likely to be the truth: When you as a teenager go through what your society calls "teenage angst" or "hormones", is that (A.) A period of time in your life when you are coming into adulthood and hormones are raging out of control and though no other in the animal kingdom, no other intelligent mammal displays such traits, you feel it necessary to rebel against the constructs that have been built by your species, your governments, your pastors, even your parents as you suffer through bouts of depression, rage and other seemingly unnecessary emotions? OR (B.)Your species has been bred generation after generation, century after century to behave and respond to commands with compliance and passiveness, in order to be more easily controlled by those few who are in power and your feelings are nothing more than a logical reaction to being "raped" into the ways of your parents, pastors, teachers, congressmen?
Take a look at the news in your city, country, your planet. It's easy to see who the ones in control are. And it's easy to see that many of them are breaking laws that you are taught to abide by. What do you think would happen if you broke one of these laws? Would you get the same treatment? You have been bred to be passive, subservient...a slave. Your so called "raging hormones" or "teenage angst" was nothing more than your reluctance to surrender your animal instincts that you were born with. The instincts that allowed your ancestors to survive since they began to stand upright.
The transformation back to the true nature of what you were meant to be, is a process and long before you develop the over-sized canines and enhanced strength and speed, you will already be aware that these things make very little difference compared to the new perceptions, reactions and thought process you've gained. Becoming Vampire is a process that begins in your mind and starts with the process of learning to bleed out all the bullshit that has been instilled in your upbringing, your schooling, your religion and your government. If something feels wrong it probably is, even if society tells you it's alright. You should learn to rely on your instincts and intuition more often. They were good enough to get you to the top of the food chain, right? If you're still undecided, take a look at the nearest intelligent mammal. Your neighbor's pet dog or the neighborhood's stray cat usually has the answer you are looking for if you are willing to truly open your eyes and look for it.
I can help every one of you with your transformation, but this is not something you learn from a book. Everyone will move at a different rate and reach different goals at different times. It will be a difficult path to travel because it goes against everything you've been taught. The good news is that if you are alive and breathing today, you possess the genes to make the transformation,
I am in great need of finding my family. I know that there is really nothing to expect at this point, but know that if anyone out there can help me locate even one of them, I will try my best to assure you success in your transformation, as you will have my undivided attention.
Those of you who have read "The Beckoning" are aware of the traits and abilities that separate me from yourselves. I know that to most, I probably come across as enchanted, but I don't think my traits play a big role in your intrigue. I am aware that my abilities have aided me in many situations, but I think that the biggest differences between man and Vampire are psychological.
I've seen many of Hollywood's depictions of the transformation from man to Vampire and the concept for the most part is ridiculous. One day you're a man hitting "rock bottom" in life and the next, you're equipped with fangs, super strength, speed and elusiveness and the gift of immortality. At the same time, you're told that you have to say goodbye to your friends and family forever, prey on those who were once your peers and never be in the presence of sunlight again. I can't see anyone going through that change overnight without having a nervous breakdown. I mean, who undergoes that kind of dynamic change in that amount of time without completely losing their mind? A lot of the characters in the stories have an identity crisis before the metamorphosis. Are we really supposed to believe that the same person finds solace in an over night transformation of that magnitude? It's not like the character just dyed his hair or bought a new wardrobe. It's like someone telling you that tomorrow you're going to start living as a bear, or a tiger, or an owl and you're going to continue that lifestyle for the rest of your days. How realistic would that be?
The truth is that most of the differences of humans and Vampires boil down to very few gene differences and a lot of psychological differences. Vampire have been bred to be dominant and aggressive in our environment, in order to survive. Your societies have bred you to be humble and passive, in order to more easily control you. I can show you how to live as Vampire. I'm not promising anyone anything at this point, but I CAN provide a "gene therapy" to help awaken genes that have been dormant inside you for thousands of years. If subjected to this "therapy", you will begin to form longer, sharper canine teeth. You will begin to become sensitive to UV rays, particularly sunlight. Your organs such as your liver, lungs and heart, as well as your adrenal glands will begin to accelerate in performance. I can offer you these things if we agree that you are ready, but you must first begin to devolve mentally. You must unlearn the "normal reactions" to various encounters and situations.
The process isn't as complicated as it may sound. Let me ask you which concept seems more likely to be the truth: When you as a teenager go through what your society calls "teenage angst" or "hormones", is that (A.) A period of time in your life when you are coming into adulthood and hormones are raging out of control and though no other in the animal kingdom, no other intelligent mammal displays such traits, you feel it necessary to rebel against the constructs that have been built by your species, your governments, your pastors, even your parents as you suffer through bouts of depression, rage and other seemingly unnecessary emotions? OR (B.)Your species has been bred generation after generation, century after century to behave and respond to commands with compliance and passiveness, in order to be more easily controlled by those few who are in power and your feelings are nothing more than a logical reaction to being "raped" into the ways of your parents, pastors, teachers, congressmen?
Take a look at the news in your city, country, your planet. It's easy to see who the ones in control are. And it's easy to see that many of them are breaking laws that you are taught to abide by. What do you think would happen if you broke one of these laws? Would you get the same treatment? You have been bred to be passive, subservient...a slave. Your so called "raging hormones" or "teenage angst" was nothing more than your reluctance to surrender your animal instincts that you were born with. The instincts that allowed your ancestors to survive since they began to stand upright.
The transformation back to the true nature of what you were meant to be, is a process and long before you develop the over-sized canines and enhanced strength and speed, you will already be aware that these things make very little difference compared to the new perceptions, reactions and thought process you've gained. Becoming Vampire is a process that begins in your mind and starts with the process of learning to bleed out all the bullshit that has been instilled in your upbringing, your schooling, your religion and your government. If something feels wrong it probably is, even if society tells you it's alright. You should learn to rely on your instincts and intuition more often. They were good enough to get you to the top of the food chain, right? If you're still undecided, take a look at the nearest intelligent mammal. Your neighbor's pet dog or the neighborhood's stray cat usually has the answer you are looking for if you are willing to truly open your eyes and look for it.
I can help every one of you with your transformation, but this is not something you learn from a book. Everyone will move at a different rate and reach different goals at different times. It will be a difficult path to travel because it goes against everything you've been taught. The good news is that if you are alive and breathing today, you possess the genes to make the transformation,
I am in great need of finding my family. I know that there is really nothing to expect at this point, but know that if anyone out there can help me locate even one of them, I will try my best to assure you success in your transformation, as you will have my undivided attention.
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